In my life I have had to believe things without really knowing for sure if they were true or not. When a doctor actually looked at me physically without looking over the paperwork or brain scans and said, no she doesn’t have it, she will outgrow this. I believed him. He did look over my new scans and did not see what the other doctor saw and again reiterated that I would be fine. I trusted and believed without really knowing that it was true. I did outgrow the seizures a few years later. The other doctor was really mad, he said I was going to be dead or severely incapacitated by time I was 18. That was many years ago, in another lifetime. I am still alive and surviving. I suppose that I didn’t want to believe that I would be dead because I knew that I still had a purpose here. This was my first brush up against believing even when other medical authorities didn’t, that was difficult. This served me well when I went through my experience with Rebekah. How the doctors kept seeing me week after week and they didn’t want to test things that I knew to be true. I finally convinced them to test. They didn’t believe me, but I knew what the problem was. They certainly were not a fan of me. However, they finally tested and then they believed me. Rough times but sometimes I know what I know because it has been shown to me or told to me in various ways. It is extremely difficult to believe when nobody else does. This morning I had another experience with this. I was talking to my aunt and she was telling me that she needed help with a few things around her house and I thought I would make contact with someone in her area. I didn’t expect much I just thought I would mention what was needed. I got up and walked away from my phone and thought about maybe I had just helped this person who I had called with his problems by letting him know that my aunt needed help. My hair on my arms stood up when I thought it, I knew it was true. I didn’t really think about it much until later when I got the first text message that somebody could help my aunt out. Then I totally did not expect the other text that said there was somebody available for the other situation. Then the last text came telling me that I was answering lots of prayers today. I knew it was true before it happened. Sometimes you just have to trust what you know to be true even when nobody else believes it.