Today has been a hard day emotionally for me. I struggle with my health condition and sometimes wonder why I have to deal with this. I mean it could be worse I am sure of that, and totally grateful that it isn’t, but today has me on my knees begging for relief and reprieve. Its very difficult when you are doing everything that you know to do that you have learned and still nothing is better and some of it is worse. Just holding on can become difficult and pretty close to impossible at times. Whatever we are going through does eventually get better, we just don’t always know when that is.