I struggle with patience, I admit it!! I have children that struggle with it too. They like to show up before their due dates…haha. I think most people can relate to this struggle. It’s interesting that when I had my 16 year old son he was the screaming type of child that nobody ever wanted. In fact if he would have been my first he might have been my last. However, he was mine. He was in my arms constantly. Nothing made this boy happy. I tried enlisting his doctors help. I seriously could not figure it out other than he had massive digestive issues. It took about 10 years before I found out what might have been his problem. When I had my little girl I didn’t back down and was begging for help. She may not have screamed like him but she was just as difficult. I wanted so bad to know what was causing all this distress. Thankfully by time I had my little girl I had gone back to school and was in nutrition classes and had that answer so when she came along I knew I had to be tough about it. The thing is I probably wouldn’t have known what to ask for if I wasn’t in school. Yes, my family is unique in that my oldest grandchild is older than my youngest child, but things had to be in place before she could get here….it really is on Heavenly Fathers timetable.