Once upon a time I did not really care about anything. I was just in survival mode. How to get from one day to the next with as little damage as possible. All the fortress walls were up and I was just existing, waiting for the next day to happen, and ready to battle it out. Don’t get me wrong I had kids to care for and adulting to do. This made me a very cranky person. I would pray to be less cranky and some things would work, scripture reading and prayer always work when you are specific. Here is the thing though I wasn’t living my life. I was doing what I felt was right but seriously groping around in the dark, waiting for something to happen, more light maybe!! This quote here is where I am at now. I have taken control of myself and my life. I have prayed to know what to do and I am taking action. This is the difference right here….I AM TAKING ACTION!! Is it scary, YES!! It is designed to be!! Will I get hurt, I am almost positive I will! Does it matter, not really! We are here to live our lifes, by relying on Heavenly Father even when you are scared. He will be there for you, he will help you!! BELIEVE IT!!! Learn from those things that hurt you in your past, and let it go. Plan the future with faith and expect it to be difficult. Most importantly live in the here and now. Be present and aware. If you ask for one thing from Heavenly Father ask that you be more aware and more awake, because you can’t be semi-conscious and have a life!!!