In the last year I have been through a very sore trial, however at the same time I had been blessed. I choose joy, even when my tears were falling. Right now my hair is thinning and falling out because of Hashimotos Thyroid, but along with that I am in the best physical shape of my life. How can it be both. Well, first I had exercised for years and got nowhere until a friend suggested to me that I find the joy in it. That was an odd concept for me, but it inspired me to look for the positive. It started right there!! Then I changed my diet to help with my condition and the weight just flew off me!! So here I am almost 50 and the size of a teenager…Never thought I would see that happen!! I think also along the way I had to deal with some challenges that I can not fix or do anything about but they vexed me so much!! What I learned from this was to sit still and let God take care of those things. It’s called trusting God when there is nothing else you can do!! I am a pretty excitable high strung person so for me to sit and figure that out it took almost a whole year. This site is completely dedicated to learning to trust in God even when you feel like you can’t! It is the only way to find peace. I hope you enjoy it!!