Some days it is a struggle just to keep going. It is extremely difficult to keep the faith when everything around us is going wrong. It is infinitely easier to give up. When I was trying to find the birth parents for my friend many times I gave up. I struggled because I had nobody to help me figure it out. I had help with doing this until my genealogy friend got stage 4 cancer and then it was all on me. I seriously felt overwhelmed and didn’t know how I would do it. I tried approaching the court because I thought that might give some information. That turned up nothing. I kept at it, fasting and praying for answers. I was actually close to solving it at least 4 times prior to when I did actually solve it. Finally one day I asked just for guidance that I would find the mother and I would search all day if I had to. That prayer was answered within the hour, but I didn’t believe it. It took me another hour before I made that call. Heaven cheered that day. When I went to find the birth father I knew it was right because I had asked for guidance again. Sometimes we are been guided even when we don’t think we are. As long as we are prayerful with our lives we will be guided to the path that is right, even when we don’t believe it.