Today is that kind of day! It helps to be busy doing many different things. I can’t say I’ve been righteously hanging on either. There has been many murmurings. That is not uncommon. I probably will have many days and times where just breathing (figuratively) is a trial of faith. I am always so good at reading scriptures and wondering how people could ever doubt. Of course the story ends in a few short verses, that’s why!! Its very different when you are the one in the story and just hanging in there is more than you can bear. The write up might only be 10 short verses but its a real human life of a very real struggle that someone had and I am pretty sure that those short verses were many, many days, months, weeks, or years in that life. I know that the few things I have wrote about my little girl covered 2 full years of daily angst, worry, uncertainty and me sitting there wishing it was over already!! How many times did I say kill me now…too many. The struggle is real!! We are all living it!! May we all support each other in our hanging on righteously!