This is hard to remember when you have moments that overwhelm you. As you can tell from previous posts I have lots of fear. Not that I am so negative, but just because my past impacts me. So I have done things that have taken great courage at certain times along the way. Heavenly Father knows who I am and knows my specific challenges that make me who I am. In fact he knows everything about me. There is no hiding from him. I once had somebody tell me that I like to retreat and go hide. Yes, I do. It only comes about because I saw my oldest sister be the glamorous flashy person that she is and it really brought a lot of negative attention, so I hid in fear to avoid that. It has taken my all this time to even identify why I do what I do. Obviously I was not aware of what I was doing or why I was doing it. Heavenly Father helped me identify this, by placing certain people in my path that made me think and become more aware. Heavenly Father will help when we ask him to, however sometimes we need to actually ask for that help. Heavenly Father will answer in the way that will benefit us the most. He knows, he does care and will help.