I have had times where I have felt like there is nobody who understands me. One of the things that I do to help myself when I feel like that is to imagine that a loving Heavenly Father is sitting in a chair. I am kneeling besides the chair with […]
Year: 2018
Things could always be worse
Today has been a hard day emotionally for me. I struggle with my health condition and sometimes wonder why I have to deal with this. I mean it could be worse I am sure of that, and totally grateful that it isn’t, but today has me on my knees begging […]
Overwhelmed much?
There are some days where it just starts badly, has a slight bright spot and then fades to utter darkness. It can be so overwhelming when those days happen, that your entire life seems ridiculously hard. I’ve been there lived it!! I have sat and cried and felt the entire […]
Patience is not my virtue!
I struggle with patience, I admit it!! I have children that struggle with it too. They like to show up before their due dates…haha. I think most people can relate to this struggle. It’s interesting that when I had my 16 year old son he was the screaming type of […]
Why does it have to be NO?
One of the biggest challenges to me was when I’m praying and the answer is NO! I had this one really clear no given to me one time. I was going to go on a long road trip driving a car that was new to me but old otherwise. Thankfully […]
The boy who died
When my son was maybe 7 years old he brought home a friend. This little boy had such a special light about him and I really thought he was just the sweetest kid. When I met his mother she shared the story of when he actually did die. He was […]
Day of Service
Today I went with a church group to a day of service. There were many things to do, planting flowers and bushes, fixing broken fountains, installing an arbor, and cleaning up debris. It was fun working with the little kids to plant things. I started with complaints, not about going […]
Intentional Actions
I stay home mostly and never really cared about how I looked. I would wear work out clothes and hair up in a pony tail every day. It just was not that important to me. I realized that I carried that I don’t care attitude into everything I did. So, […]
My baby girl
Almost 7 years ago I had my last child. She came into this world a month early and she was tiny. I was no stranger to early babies and I managed to get her out of the hospital when I got released. She was my little angel face baby. Sweet […]
Trusting in Heavenly Father.
Some times we feel like we are not good enough or sinless enough to speak with our Heavenly Father. There have been times in my life when I have felt that too. Sometimes we are left with no choice but to talk to our Heavenly Father, because of circumstances been […]