I know if I didn’t do this I would not be able to make it through my day. I tell him all my frustrations, all my confusion, all my anxiety. There was a time when I thought that I could hide even in prayer. I have found that he knows […]
Year: 2018
Courage
Another definition of courage is strength in the face of pain or grief. I have experienced this a lot. Really, I have had moments whilst going to school that tested my metal and my ability to dig in and keep going. The first real test was dealing with Rebekah’s health […]
Hard times
This also goes hand in hand with patience, my least favorite attribute that Heavenly Father is insisting on instilling in me. It is difficult to endure. I have found that when I finally have had enough and I just can’t go on anymore that a very real very raw prayer […]
If its right
How many times do we get into a situation where we know what is right and have prayed about it and then in comes something that causes doubt and confusion. It can be so very difficult to keep the faith and keep on going when another onslaught from the master […]
Precious
Several months ago I decided to look up the definition of the word precious after hearing the reference on the radio. They were referencing a movie that had come out in 2009, but I was more interested in the word usage. Yes, I like words and dictionaries always have. The […]
Doubting
How many times in my life has this come into play. I have doubted many times, however with that I have also hoped many times. It is so difficult to hope that things will go well. I have heard someone say that it is rigorous to look to the Lord […]
Challenge and trust
Today was a challenge. I have so much to do that I feel like my head is spinning. There have been times today when I honestly did not know how to resolve an issue, but I will say that in my moment of despair I found the answer. It wasn’t […]
Hope
Everyday I get up and do my usual routines, conference talk, scriptures, exercise and prayer. Of course within that prayer and scripture study I am asking for Heavenly Fathers help to accomplish those things on my agenda, with the caveat that I will do those things that He would want […]
Overthinking!!
So lately I have really been working on this. I very much like to overthink and analyze things. This has been a life long thing. I have had to slow down that process. When I do overthink things it stops me from having faith and creates a negative outlook. I […]